Well.... A draft of chapter 5 is in. I have not been daydreaming in her room, I think I am a little too keyed up for that. But I do go in and look at her clothes a lot. I am a little nervous and pretty excited. Really, I have no way to comprehend what is about to happen, so I feel strange, mostly. I cry a lot for reasons I cannot quite determine...I feel like I want to control everything, but am slowly letting go of that old way of life. Mostly, I want to meet Ella and see Scott meet her.
They just called and moved the c-section from 1:30 to 12:00. Here we go!
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is your dissertation handed in?
have you sat in ella's room yet to daydream?
what are your thoughts/feelings today?
Well.... A draft of chapter 5 is in. I have not been daydreaming in her room, I think I am a little too keyed up for that. But I do go in and look at her clothes a lot. I am a little nervous and pretty excited. Really, I have no way to comprehend what is about to happen, so I feel strange, mostly. I cry a lot for reasons I cannot quite determine...I feel like I want to control everything, but am slowly letting go of that old way of life. Mostly, I want to meet Ella and see Scott meet her.
They just called and moved the c-section from 1:30 to 12:00. Here we go!
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